Survival Records Series

If you are looking for a why choose dark rockstar romance where the main character Raina goes from friends, to enemies, to lovers with one of the mc’s, has a dark trauma-filled past, a story of self healing and mental health struggles and finding love in the unlikeliest ways, then scroll down for more!

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The music industry held nothing but sparkling promise when I was sixteen. But now I’m twenty-one and know better.

In its darkest corners hides an evil I couldn’t imagine.

When my pain becomes too much, I take control the only way I know how—a handful of pills. That plan backfires, and now my reputation is in tatters. My band quit, and my label is forcing me to make up the shows I missed—with interest.

Now, the only band willing to work with me includes my ex best friend, who's hell-bent on making my life miserable. He twists the lyrics that leave my lips until they burn.

Then there’s his three bandmates. They somehow see my inner turmoil when nobody else does, and are determined to ease it in their own unique ways.

The pills didn't end me, but I think this industry might.

Can I take control of my life, or will everything finally consume me?

Self harm, suicide attempt, drug use, mentions of past sexual abuse, past mentions of non-consuensual taking of pill, mental health challenges, anxiety, depression and post-traumatic stress disorder.

Always take care of yourselves first, loves!

Trigger Warnings